Solving The Puzzle

Day 33

Good day!

Hi world!  The last few days have been a bit emotional for me.  I former friend showed up and was trying to create contrast for me.  I want to blame him for hisactivities, yet, I believe I create my life.  Instead I am using this contrasting situation, as a way to measure some thoughts/feelings I have that are negative on this subject.

As, I am working on this subject, I am realizing, that when the subject of him comes up, I tend to just ignore it.  Law of attraction teaches, we have to clean up our vibration on a subject in order to change what we attract.  The fact that this person keeps popping up in my life, is a good measure that I have not cleaned up my thoughts.

I realize when I hear his name, my beliefs are "he is a trouble maker, he is crazy".  If those are my beliefs, it is no wonder he keeps showing that side of himself to me.

Some new beliefs I am thinking are:
I am secure.
I feel good, regardless of what others might be feeling.
I stay focus on what I feel.
I mind my own business.
Good things always unfold for me.

In the past I noticed behavior I think is crazy, I wondered why a person would do those things, I wondered what else is he going to try and do....etc.  My point being, I took my attention off of me, and started to get into his business.  His business or anyone's business belongs to them.

I want to maintain my sense of well being and security.  Even though the past couple of days have been emotional, I feel like I am figuring out the puzzle on why it happened.  I feel like my insights will be useful to all of my life.  I feel proud of myself.

Now, moving forward.

Daily Desires
Have Fun
Receive Dollars
Play at park
laugh
meditate
Feel Peaceful
Attract new customers
Play chess