I Fell Off the Wagon

Happy Cold Day

Day50

It is negative 5 below right now.  Brrrrrr!  It blows my mind that we decide to live here.

Things have been busy, but I was thinking last night, are things busy by my choice in creating, or am I busy by default.  Creations always occur, but am I deliberately creating what I want?

The answer would have to be NO!  I seem to have gotten caught up in trying to manage the stuff that has come up, and I know I am spending my time focusing on my reaction to the stuff.  I am not spending my time deliberating creating what I want.  It made me realize, things were flowing better for me, when I was taking the time to write each day what I desire.

I feel like I fell off the wagon.  I fell off the wagon of being the creator of my life.  Time to hop back on, get started again and take my life in the direction that pleases me.

Daily Desire List
go to health club
sweat
read books
focus on my wants
book appointments
receive dollars
meditate
enjoy time alone
do QE
laugh