Pamper Myself ...my 30 day plan

Good morning!

Day....well who knows?  I have been away for several days...maybe even 2 weeks.  I wonder why I leave?  does this feel like a to do list?  a should?
Am I writing in hopes of having my own magic genie?  If I write it then will it happen?

It does seem like I get everything I write.
I feel like I am so careful with my writings as it is public.  I don't want to explose too much.

I am changing the settings.  I am going to go private.  I am going to see
if getting more detailed with give me more specific results.

What do I really want?

One, I know I have strong desire to feel very sexy.  A strong lean sexy body.
I am in the process of doing new work outs, creating more muscles.  I feel better.  I am eager to see the results.

I am thinking of doing a 30 days of being selfish.  Spend my time and my dollars on me.  What makes me the happiest?  What excites me the most?
Massages are definately one of the things I love.  I plan to schedule 6 massages a month.  I plan to strenghthen my body.  Tone it all up.  Feel very strong and youthful.  I plan to pamper myself.  I plan to enjoy the rush i get from feeling so good.

I want lots of dollars.  Dollars for attorney fees.  Dollars for my consistent pmapering plan.  Dollars for vacations.  Dollars for summer time fun.

Sexy self with dollars.  that sums it up pretty accurately.