365 Days To Create What I Want

Walk In Your Truth

2010-11-08T07:49:00.000-06:00

I got to together with my Elements of Fun friends yesterday. During our energy, meditation work I was given a beautiful gift.

We had just completed an assignment at the University we attend. I was told there is a gift awaiting us if we desire. A dragon appeared to give me a ride. I was going a little slowly, cautiously about hoping on the dragon's back. I finally hopped on the dragon, within seconds Pippi Long-stalking was behind me, riding the dragon with me. She was laughing at me for being cautious, and she thought I should be more adventurous.

The dragon flew us to a pirate. A pirate, I thought? What does the pirate mean? Then I see a treasure chest. I hear the message, the gift is not about the material treasures. My gift is the wisdom that lies within the treasure box.

Then two treasure box go inside my body and drop down to my feet. One box in each foot. What does this mean I ask?

I hear the message, "When you walk in your truth, wisdom will be exposed to you."

WOW!!!! I got instant chills, as I understood instantly the importance of honoring what is my truth. I feel so lucky to get so wonderful gifts and treasures from the great Universe. Thank YOU!

Our Ancestors Are Within

2010-11-04T09:35:00.000-05:00

I played with my online friend, River, again this week. WOW, oh wow...we were given some powerful information.

We saw and heard information about our blood. I know blood is a word, that most people are not comfortable with. What if blood has a message? What if secrets are kept inside the blood? Isn't it interesting that menstrual cycles, use to be celebrated, yet now are often considered, dirty, embarrassing or annoying?

We heard the message that blood carries all of our ancestors. The divine feminine blood, holds all the information of our ancestors.

They way we treat ourselves, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, sexually, physically effects the blood, and is felt by all the ancestors. As we were given this information, I had such a beautiful understanding of why it is so important to hold ourselves in a loving way, to be kind to ourselves, to nourish ourselves, to give our bodies what they need, ...food, sleep, laughter, cherish our mental, emotional and physical self.

Celebrating Menstrual Cycles, Celebrating Me, & Celebrating You!!!

I Changed My Name

2010-02-10T08:13:00.000-06:00

Good Morning Sunshine!

I changed my name! Yes, really! Seriously. Years ago, I thought I would love a different name. It seemed like wishful thinking, end of story.
Then I met someone who legally changed her name. It is possible I thought.

Forward a few years, I met a few more people who have changed their name.
One girl in particular told me, when I evolved and grew spiritually, I was no longer that other girl (name). My new name fit the new me. Those words sunk into my head.

Why not? Why not me? Why not now?

It feels fun to have a new name! It feels exciting and adventurous. I am loving the way I feel inside. It has all unfolded easily!

Hello world, my name is Sabrina!

My List

2010-02-05T08:36:00.000-06:00

Today I have a list of things I would like the Universe to assist me on.

* attract perfect tenants for my home
* schedule 8 couples massages
* attract $800.00 today
* receive a massage
* hire perfect match massage therapist
* inspiration to prepare home
* uplifting mastermind call
* high energy
* laugh
* prepare and finish taxes
* talk to my friends
* hear/know his name
* feel love and give love
* dream of more/new possibilities

I am Kung Fu student

2010-02-04T08:49:00.000-06:00

Less than 40 days ago, I told a friend, I think I might like "martial arts".
The idea appeal to me.

Then I let it go, hadn't thought about it again.

Last night my son started is first class of Kung Fu.
When it was time to start, he felt fear. Some of the other students there
were also afraid. The instructor said, "If parents want to join in today, we would love to have you in our class."
Of course, I joined participated, so my son would feel comfortable.
The teacher went on to say, parents are welcome to sign up and be a regular participant of the class.

Last night, I became a Kung Fu student. laughing, who knew???
It is so funny how LOA works.
I love this stuff.

The Year Of Magic

2010-02-03T08:05:00.000-06:00

2010 feels like a miracle.

I was reviewing all the things that have manifested so far this year, and wow oh wow it has been huge!

children left public school and started freedom school
i looked the dragon in the eye
i started a master mind group
i developed new friendships
i read book The Big Leap ( totally life changing)
I am tapping out the insecurities
i feel powerful
I am writing my book

wow, so many things have shown up in a short period of time, i am so in love with 2010, the year of miracles and magic

Starting My Book

2010-01-28T09:37:00.000-06:00

I have started my book!!

I by accident, ( which of course we know there are no accidents, just divine timing) I listened to a telecall on how to write a best seling book.

It sparked a desire in me to get started! I have so many book ideas. I have a feeling I am going to write two at the same time. I seem to enjoy a variety of tasks unfolding at once.

I have been so buzzed since I started this master mind group. Sleep seems to allude me. It feels odd not be able to sleep. I lay awake in bed for hours.
I would surrender to it and accept it, yet I find I feel so tired the next day.

I am curious what is going to show up with that? I think my body requires less sleep or desires less as I feel more ALIVE! I am literally AWAKE!

I am off to write! I am an author! I am a best selling author!

Expanding the Set Point

2010-01-25T09:47:00.000-06:00

January 25, 2010

Just writing the word 2010 seems so magical. Something about those numbers that feel so good. Usually I make a few errors when I new year starts. this year each time I write a date, i am completely aware it is 2010, and never think back to 2009.

I am reading the Big Leap book. the upper limit problem is a new way to view set points. the whole self sabatoge thing. i would not say i do self sabatog yet as i look at my life, i can see how there is a pattern. it seems like it is so important to keep growing expanding and allow for a new set point to show up.

it is easy to review with money. at one time in my history i thought 10.00 an hour was good, then it got bumped up to 20.00 an hour, then it goes up again. If i would write i receive 1,000.00 an hour,....i like the idea, but i am not sure if i am comfortable with it. if i provided a service for one hour, would i be able to take 1,000 in form of payment?
our initial reaction is hell yes, but the reality is, if that is what i felt i was worth an hour, i would be receiving that type of salary.

expanding the set point.
i have made a decision to expand my set point, to go into the field of genius. I want to live life fully 100%.
I want to expand my beliefs about what is normal.
I want to celebrate my creator powers, and notice all the things I am creating.

Over the Top

2010-01-24T18:35:00.000-06:00

It is getting crazy here! so much seems to be unfolding!

I have been high all day. Ok, so here is the story, to get you quickly updated to my high. A week are so ago, i heard this great radio show with guest speaker
sandy forster. she suggested a master mind group.

Somehow, within a week, a to die for, over the top, totally talented group of 9 females came toether to form this group.
the buzz is high, the eagerness and enthusiasm off the charts.

we met for our first group meeting over 24 hours ago, i am still totally buzzed, can you tell? smile

we are doing these activites, games, that seem so easy, they are easy, writing and telling the story of what we want. I wrote a story of what i want, and damn oh damn oh damn, now it feels so REAL!

I think I am moving to Italy! I think I am a world traveler, and becoming extremely social with many many like minded friends!

It seems too simple to be giving me such a powerful response. I am over the top amazed at how fabulous I feel. I feel like I do not want to be a teacher, in a class room so to speak. Teach a specific subject, but I want to teach because I am Alive! My life and my experience is the teacher. People can just observe how easy it is for me, and they can find their own inspiration to create their own stuff. I have no desire to try and help people get what they want. I don't want to babysit or talk someone into it. I want to LIVE, be alive and be in the total moment!

My living, breathing example is what fuels my passion, it is what increases my bank account, it is allows me this over the top luxurious lifestyle. I am a walking, talking, dreaming, visualizing best selling business.

Feeling Great!

2010-01-11T08:31:00.000-06:00

Good Morning!!

January 11, 2010

I find myself so jazzed about aliens, ET, and other beings. I find myself drawn to hearing and learning things about other beings. I feel like I will communicate with new friends. I feel like I will have strong ties and friendships with new friends.

I am open and looking forward to new connections. I like the dialog and discussion with other beings. I want stronger, more active connections. I want strong interactions.

I have been using the biotanical products that Bashar recommended. WOW!
I feel sensational! there is a big noticeable change. I feel joyful that I stumbled acrossed it so to speak. I love synch's!

New things, new choices, new beginnings! 2010, has definitely been amazing!

Excited

2010-01-04T08:35:00.000-06:00

Greetings!

What a beautiful new world. I feel the change of 2010 so strongly. My mind has shifted, my thoughts have shifted. I feel so abundant. I am noticing, that I am thinking of new things, new options, new possibilities.

I am finding myself thinking about learning new things, exploring new things. I have a strong, fresh eager feeling. I feel like so much is possible.

I am listening endlessly to Bashar. I have a feeling something large is going to unfold with my insights and relationship with aliens will increase.

Bashar recommended a detox program. I feel this is going to life changing.
I have such an excited feeling inside.

Daily Desires
high energy
learn
meditate
attract clients
schedule couples massages
hire staff
play at health club
organize papers
visualize
be visionary

Blue Moon Lunar Eclipse

2009-12-30T08:48:00.000-06:00

Good Morning

I am jazzed about the new Blue Moon Luna Eclipse on New Year's Eve.

I am reading it is a time to let go of the the old patterns, stories or behaviors that no longer serve you. Time to ask for new patterns, intentions and stories.

What do I want?

I want a magical life.

I want to release the old pattern of there is not enough dollars right now.
I ask the great powers to help me release the limiting belief that money comes and goes. The ebbs and flows.

I want to ask to learn the lessons of prosperity. The lessons of the wealthy. I want to learn about the over abundant lifestyles.

I want to release body fat. Great powers of the Universe, please take away the body fat, and give to someone who is requesting it. I let go of the lessons I learned.

I ask for a trim, fit and toned body. I want the lessons of complete vitality.
I want to lessons of total fitness.

The blue moon is going to be a powerful time. I love 2010!!

Pamper Myself ...my 30 day plan

2009-12-29T08:50:00.000-06:00

Good morning!

Day....well who knows? I have been away for several days...maybe even 2 weeks. I wonder why I leave? does this feel like a to do list? a should?
Am I writing in hopes of having my own magic genie? If I write it then will it happen?

It does seem like I get everything I write.
I feel like I am so careful with my writings as it is public. I don't want to explose too much.

I am changing the settings. I am going to go private. I am going to see
if getting more detailed with give me more specific results.

What do I really want?

One, I know I have strong desire to feel very sexy. A strong lean sexy body.
I am in the process of doing new work outs, creating more muscles. I feel better. I am eager to see the results.

I am thinking of doing a 30 days of being selfish. Spend my time and my dollars on me. What makes me the happiest? What excites me the most?
Massages are definately one of the things I love. I plan to schedule 6 massages a month. I plan to strenghthen my body. Tone it all up. Feel very strong and youthful. I plan to pamper myself. I plan to enjoy the rush i get from feeling so good.

I want lots of dollars. Dollars for attorney fees. Dollars for my consistent pmapering plan. Dollars for vacations. Dollars for summer time fun.

Sexy self with dollars. that sums it up pretty accurately.

Santa's List

2009-12-18T07:32:00.000-06:00

Buenas Dias

Day 58

Hola! It has getting close to the Christmas events.

I seem to have lots of energy and I am feeling terrific!

Daily Desires List ( for Santa...smile)

play at health club
read
talk to friends
shopping
schedule appointments
receive dollars
laugh
meditate
get detailed on focusing
start creating 2010 desires
feel free!

I Want A Nap

2009-12-15T08:03:00.000-06:00

Good morning world!

Day 55

It is a freezing day here, negative 4 below, but feels like 20 below. Brrrrrr

I stayed up too late last night chatting on the phone, my body wants to go to back to sleep. Maybe in one hour after I get my second child off to school.
Dream world here I come.

Daily Desires

take a nap
health club
weights
sauna
read
meditate
schedule appointments
receive dollars
buy christmas gifts
laugh

Books Are Treasures

2009-12-14T07:11:00.000-06:00

Good morning!

Day 54

I read the best book and saw the best movie this week end. It fascinates me how a good book or movie, just leaves me feeling so buzzed. I love it when I am so lost in a book, I can't think of anything else. It feels like such an addiction.

Reading is definitely one of my favorite activities. I love to read! I have actually noticed if I have not read a good book in a week or 10 days, I get grumpy. My daughter has inherited this same addiction to books. We both are so pulled into the story and need to devour the books.

I recall my grandma T, read like 5 books a week. I use to walk to library with her, and her huge stash of books. She walked to library every week, for a new stash. I use to want to read those big books too. In fact, when I was like in first grade, and not able to read much, I use to go to school library and check out all the fat books. I walked around with the books and pretended like I was reading them. I thought it made me 'cool'. Now, years later, I have followed my grandma's T tradition. I don't usually do 5 books a week, but I can easily read 2 or 3 books a week.

I hope my son falls in love with books too. I was so proud the week end my daughter read her first 300 page book in 2 days. That week end, her addiction started. I think the joy of reading is the best gift to give anyone. Books can teach us, inspire us, entertain us, and take us everywhere. Books are the best treasure.

Daily Desire
library
read
health club
schedule appointments
hire new staff
receive dollars
play
write
meditate
mail

Specific Desires

2009-12-12T09:27:00.000-06:00

Good morning!

Day 52

Yesterday when I posted my daily desires, I actually wrote a number of what I wanted to create yesterday. I usually avoid writing such a specific desire. I tend to write more general, like I want to receive dollars. I have found I attract all of my written statements, so why not be specific? I have some mixed thoughts on it, on one hand, I don't want to feel bad if it does not come true. A specific dollar amount is an easy thing to measure, if it worked or not. I don't want to feel let down or disappointed if I am not able to attract what I ask for. On the other hand, if I am not specific, how does the Universe know what I am really wanting. Attracting $50.00 is very different from attracting $2,000.00.

Yesterday I wrote I wanted to receive $2,000.00 I did not receive $2,000.00. The interesting thing that did happen, is out of no where, I came up with this $2,000.00 idea. At the time of the idea, I was not even thinking about that I had written it. Later that evening, it hit me like a ton of bricks, I just created a $2,000.00 idea! wow, what a sync!

I think I am going to play with both specific and general desires. They both feel good, and it will be fun to watch how it unfolds.

Daily Desires

meditate
play at health club
organize papers
receive dollars
receive $500.00
feel energetic
laugh
read
schedule appointments
have a knowing
play with EFT

Creating My Day

2009-12-11T08:09:00.000-06:00

Good Morning

Day 51

What a great day! I feel jazzed with my writing yesterday, and I found that I created the whole day yesterday! It feels good to go back to being the one who creates my world, instead of reacting to creations.

Today I want to create more Happiness.

Daily Desire List

play at health club
talk to friends
receive dollars (2,000.00)
schedule appointments
feel security
meditate
read
laugh

I Fell Off the Wagon

2009-12-10T07:21:00.001-06:00

Happy Cold Day

Day50

It is negative 5 below right now. Brrrrrr! It blows my mind that we decide to live here.

Things have been busy, but I was thinking last night, are things busy by my choice in creating, or am I busy by default. Creations always occur, but am I deliberately creating what I want?

The answer would have to be NO! I seem to have gotten caught up in trying to manage the stuff that has come up, and I know I am spending my time focusing on my reaction to the stuff. I am not spending my time deliberating creating what I want. It made me realize, things were flowing better for me, when I was taking the time to write each day what I desire.

I feel like I fell off the wagon. I fell off the wagon of being the creator of my life. Time to hop back on, get started again and take my life in the direction that pleases me.

Daily Desire List
go to health club
sweat
read books
focus on my wants
book appointments
receive dollars
meditate
enjoy time alone
do QE
laugh

Family Blended Perfectly

2009-12-04T07:35:00.000-06:00

Good morning Happy World!

Day 44

It is so yummy! I have been enjoying the wonderment of my family. Have you ever just noticed, some people just seem to blend so perfectly with you. The pieces of the puzzle just fit together so effortlessly.
I am so lucky, as I get that with my family. We have the occasional ups and downs, but mostly it is just so easy! I feel so much love for them. I love just being in the same room as them. There is just a warm feeling inside of me, while we are together.

My two children fight sometimes. This sort of annoys me. Yesterday, they were both getting along and in sync we each other. I silently watched them smiling, and feeling how great it is that they were enjoying each other. It made me realize, who cares when they fight. They always come back together, and it is just the way they choose to communicate with each other. Picking on each other might just be the language of their choice.

I am loving the holidays, and I am loving the family I get to be apart of every day! Life is great!

Buzzing!

2009-12-01T07:38:00.001-06:00

Good Morning!

Day 43

My latest buzz has been from a new speaker, teacher I have discovered!
Robert Young and his partner, Barbara.

I am over the top excited about his work! He teaches this technique on how to tap into your whole brain. They say we use about 10% of our brains. Robert explains that the brain's purpose was made for the connection to higher intelligence. I have been using his technique, and wa-laa-pa-luzza!
I am having great experiences!

A review of his work.

I am feeling so excited! I love it when I am exposed to new things that feel so spot on to me! I love the knowledge and confidence I get. Things are going so wonderfully!

Free Learning Via The Computer

2009-11-22T08:51:00.000-06:00

Greetings Happy Ones,

Day 34

Recently, I have been lead to some of the coolest free online radio shows. It blows my mind how much free information is available online. Free blogs, free articles, free radio shows, free interviews, free meditations, and free you tube classes.

It feels so yummy, to be able to use the tool of the computer to uplift myself. I am finding the more great radio shows I am hearing, the more I am finding I want to hear. Right now, I have 3 tabs open on my computer. I find I enjoy listening to different shows, then when I am busy or want to stop and take a break, I just pause the show.

Education and knowledge seems to be growing leaps and bounds. It is awesome how we can learn anything we want on the computer.
There is something so powerful that happens inside of me, when I am learning. The process of growing just makes my heart sing! I feel so inspired when I am exposed to new ideas and concepts.

Daily Desires
meditate
connect to my frequencies of abundance
feel love
play with matrix energetics
receive dollars

attract new customers
play basketball with kids
create new thoughts

Solving The Puzzle

2009-11-21T09:05:00.002-06:00

Day 33

Good day!

Hi world! The last few days have been a bit emotional for me. I former friend showed up and was trying to create contrast for me. I want to blame him for hisactivities, yet, I believe I create my life. Instead I am using this contrasting situation, as a way to measure some thoughts/feelings I have that are negative on this subject.

As, I am working on this subject, I am realizing, that when the subject of him comes up, I tend to just ignore it. Law of attraction teaches, we have to clean up our vibration on a subject in order to change what we attract. The fact that this person keeps popping up in my life, is a good measure that I have not cleaned up my thoughts.

I realize when I hear his name, my beliefs are "he is a trouble maker, he is crazy". If those are my beliefs, it is no wonder he keeps showing that side of himself to me.

Some new beliefs I am thinking are:
I am secure.
I feel good, regardless of what others might be feeling.
I stay focus on what I feel.
I mind my own business.
Good things always unfold for me.

In the past I noticed behavior I think is crazy, I wondered why a person would do those things, I wondered what else is he going to try and do....etc. My point being, I took my attention off of me, and started to get into his business. His business or anyone's business belongs to them.

I want to maintain my sense of well being and security. Even though the past couple of days have been emotional, I feel like I am figuring out the puzzle on why it happened. I feel like my insights will be useful to all of my life. I feel proud of myself.

Now, moving forward.

Daily Desires
Have Fun
Receive Dollars
Play at park
laugh
meditate
Feel Peaceful
Attract new customers
Play chess

Do An Experiement

2009-11-19T07:15:00.002-06:00

Buenas Dias!

Day 31

Yesterday I listened to a radio show about limiting beliefs. The teachers, suggested we look at an area of our life that is not flowing as well as we want and examine our beliefs about that subject.

A belief is just an idea you keep thinking. A belief can be changed if you want to.

This morning I read this article where Seth is suggesting we do an experiment. The goal is to test one area of your life. Spend 5 minutes ( no more time or you over think it) thinking of a new outcome.
For example, with dollars, spend 5 minutes a day imagining have a different experience with money. Let's say you have 1,000 in your savings account, you would imagine 10,000 or 500,000. Imagine something different from your current reality.

These ideas sounded appealing to me. Then, low and behold, guess what I read next? A story of a man who did this experiment and tested to see if law of attraction works? I love synchronicity!!

Here is his story, it is a great detail story of his test.

Daily Desires
Feel strong
Visualize
Start a Test
Receive a great massage
Enjoy my family
Notice what I like
Laugh

Finding A New Activity

2009-11-18T09:02:00.001-06:00

Day30

Good morning!

What a terrific day! What good things am I going to do today?
I am going to sing~ We put up Christmas stuff already. HO HO HO!
We have been listening to Christmas music, and it is just so fun to sing-a-long.

I vote Yes, to more singing! My daughter and I played basketball at health club this week end. The place was nearly empty. There is a weight area, where it looks like all the expert weight lifters go. You know, they have the belts and gloves on. I never go to that area. Since no one was in that area, after bb, we went and checked it out. OOOOh, it was fun! I loved it!!!
Now, I want to go again!

It is so fun, to find new things that are so enjoyable! I love that it has been sitting there, just waiting for me to discover it. Makes me feel grateful each time I find a new activity that makes my heart sing. I just know there are a million things out there, just waiting for me!!

Daily Desires
Laugh
Play
Sing
Lift Weights
Be Lite Hearted

Friday the 13th

2009-11-13T08:33:00.001-06:00

Day 25

Happy Friday the 13th!

Do you believe in lucky days? I believe, whatever you believe is going to prove itself to be true for you. For me, Friday the 13th, is a sign of a lucky day! I think it is fun to notice days or numbers, then feel excited about them.

11/11 was 2 days ago, that felt like a yummy day too!

It is fun how we can turn anything into a reason to feel joyful. The holidays, the special numbers days, they are all reasons to decide in advance to feel good.

Today is going to be great. I have the whole day off, while my children are in school! Yippy! I get to play at the health club. I get to read books. I get to write. After school is out, both of my children have play dates with friends. I will play the role of taxi driver. Taxi driver is not really my favorite role to play, but, since it is apart of my reality, I decided to accept it. I keep books and fun CD's in the car, to make the experience more enjoyable.

Happy Friday the 13th!! I hope you have a magical day!

Whip Creme In My Coffee

2009-11-11T07:48:00.001-06:00

Day 23

Have you ever noticed, tiny little things can make you feel extra happy? This is going to sound so silly, but I love whip creme in my coffee. The mornings I wake up and I know that I have whip creme in the frig, make me feel so joyful. I love morning coffee. It is one of my favorite things of the day. Then with cool whip....YUMMMM! Heavenly!

It is such a small thing, yet it gives me such great JOY! Recently it occurred to me, if I love it so much, and I have the ability to buy it and use it, why not enjoy it daily?

Makes me wonder what else I love, that I can include in my daily life?

I teach success workshops. Over and over again, I hear stories of little things people can do for themselves, that give themselves so much pleasure. Yet, when I ask the individual if they do those activities regularly, they usually tell me 'No". Why, I wonder? If you know something gives you happiness, why not give yourself that gift daily? It is often a small thing, like a aromatherapy bubble bath, a walk in the woods, or a candle lite room.

I am a big fan of doing daily little acts of kindness for yourself. Even though I believe in showing myself love, I found it odd, that I don't always treat myself to cool whip? It is small, yet eye opening.

I write to you this am, with a yummy cup of coffee and delicious whip creme!!

U Mart Stories

2009-11-10T08:18:00.002-06:00

Day 22

Hello Happiness!

Have you ever heard of U Mart? smile! Most people have probably not heard of it, as I think it was recently created. On one of the law attraction forums, I visit, one girl started telling stories. She calls them her U Mart stories. She tells story after story of how she asks for something, and the Universe delivers it. She has asked for little things, like sheets and an iron and big things like a car and a home. She has been given everything!
(Read her stories here)

Her stories inspire all the people on the forum. I decided to be on the look out, for my U Mart stories. We all have great stories! I know we all have times, when things unfold beautifully for us. I decided to start noticing and paying attention to just how many things go my way.

I am making a list of my U Mart stories. At first, I could not think of any! Laughing, then things started to come to me, I start remembering all sorts of little and big things that come to me.

Law of attraction teaches, the more we focus on what is working, then we will attract more of that. What better way to improve my creating skills, then to notice all the little and big things that are already existing!

6,000 Same Thoughts Over & Over Again

2009-11-09T09:31:00.001-06:00

Buenas Dias

Day 21

After my post yesterday, I played around on the computer trying to find forums, information about living abroad. I did discover a European forum. I posted a question there. I also, discovered, Craig's List has and English button if you are on a different county's page. (Before I knew this, I was trying to figure out their words in their language!! smile) One quick button, and wa-laa, ENGLISH!!

They say, if one want so feel/do something different, then one should think/do different things. It is odd, how we tend to repeat same thoughts and behaviors over and over again. I think it is said, we tend to have 6,000 thought a day. Most people had those same 6,000 thoughts yesterday, and we will probably have again tomorrow. No wonder people are Restless! If I can come up with 100 new thoughts a day, imagine all the new possibilities.

Today I feel inspired to do much writing. I am going to work on my blog about business. I tend to know a ton of great business tips, especially for those with a shoe string budget. I am writing them out. It feels easy to write a quick one page business tip. Eventually, I would like to put 50 or so of them together and go to publisher.

I am also going to take my son on a big bike ride. We have been wanting to go ride around the lakes, but it has been too cold. It looks like great weather today, and it will be so fun!

Livng In Europe

2009-11-08T10:05:00.000-06:00

Hello Sunshine!

Day 20

I awoke this morning feeling very creative. I love the process of creating new ideas. I am thinking it would be so beyond wonderful, to be able to spend the summer in Europe. It would be so exciting to be away all summer, traveling, exploring and learning about new things and people.

Is it possible? Could I create a way, to be gone for the summer? Could I create a way for my business to be handled? Should I rent out my home for the summer? There are so many things to consider. Is it doable, or just a dream?

They say all dreams start out, with a desire. I guess I have successfully accomplished step one. I have a desire. I want to jump ahead and see if it will unfold. I tend to be one who wants to know HOW it will unfold. Law of attraction teaches, we just should ask, then allow the Universe to create the way. When we try to jump in and figure out the HOW, then we are interfering with the process, and slowing it down.

Day 20, I have stated a desire to travel abroad this summer. Summer comes in about 200 days. That seems like plenty of time for the Universe to create a way to allow this desire. Smile! Do I believe it will happen? I have some doubts, I confess. Yet, if I want to try and create my desires using LOA, then I feel determined to practice. I want to improve my belief in being able to create what I want. This long term goal is one step. I am putting it out there for the world to see, now let's watch how it unfolds!

Law of attraction teaches us to focus on WHY we want a desire. Spend time in the WHY. Reasons I want to travel to Europe. There is a strange unknown thing that just makes my heart sing, when I think of being in Europe. I feel this chemistry. I feel drawn to the cultures, the smells, the people and lifestyle. I want my children to learn and be exposed to new things. I think traveling is the best teacher. Traveling feels so empowering. It feels like a constant adventure. It feels spontaneous. It fees like FREEDOM! I think it would be terrific, if my family could become apart of another community. We could develop relationships and friendships. We could share our life. We could learn about them. Doesn't it sound Wonderful? Yes!!

Is Life Magical?

2009-11-06T08:58:00.001-06:00

Good morning World,

Day 18

I am thinking about magic this morning. What is magic? Creating something out of nothing? Unexpected results? Is magic the norm, or the exception? Are some people blessed with more magic?

I personally believe there are many levels of magic. I think magic is mostly a state of mind. An attitude. When I expect things to go well, when I expect to be pleasantly surprised, I find that is exactly what life gives me.

When I take the time to write down my daily desires, I find I am more open to magic. I find I am more observant of the good things that are unfolding, and I am appreciating them more. That is the secret to law of attraction, focus on what is good, and appreciate the things that are good in your life.

I took off a few days of doing my daily desire list. I did not have bad days, but I noticed, those days were not as good either. It makes me aware of how much I enjoy taking the time to write and blog. I feel lucky that I watched that movie, Julie and Julia, and that I felt inspired to start this blog!

Daily Desires
laugh
meditate
exercise
light candles
sing
write
daydream
look for magic
feel magical

Inspiration Comes From A Desire Within

2009-11-05T08:30:00.001-06:00

Good Morning Mr Computer!!!

Day 17

I feel like I have been away, and now we get to play again. I think it has been 3 or 4 days since I posted.

Sometimes, I just pull away from activities, or people. It usually has no logic. I just pull away or become distant. I use to be the type to force myself to do the things I "should" do. Now, I simple accept it. Usually I am uncertain as to why, I have lost interest or passion. I find, if I just allow it, in a few days, things return.

This morning as I was in my dreamlike, waking up state, I knew I felt an eagerness. I instantly knew I was in the mood to jump back into playful activities.

They say motivation is when one tries to do things. Yet, inspiration is when wants to do things. Inspiration is easy, as it comes from the inside. Simply a desire to act. I love that! Inspiration is a yummy word!

2009-11-01T09:11:00.006-06:00

Day 13

Yesterday was Halloween! It was boo-licious! My children had so much fun, and the neighborhood we live in was all decorated and beautiful! It is such a fun holiday for children!

I finished my soul song video!!! It feels so yummy, I listen to the sounds of my song all day. The music makes me feel so lite, happy and adored.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=z-e91Hz6Pmg

The composer's website is www.stewartstjohnlight.com

Understanding LOA, Is Like Following A Good Mystery

2009-10-31T09:43:00.000-05:00

Day 12

Yesterday at work, a client that I have known for years, came in for a massage. I noticed her body (muscles) felt better than usual. I made a comment afterward, and asked if she was doing less traveling. Her job has her in an airplane often.
She began telling me a friend had her take this one product a few months ago, and she has been feeling extremely different ever since. She explained the product and what it is does on a cellular level.

I am curious, is this a product that would benefit me? Does the Universe know this is a good match for me, and now the awareness of the product unfolded?

What I love about law of attraction, is exploring. It is kind of like a mystery, that leave clues, and allows the individual to find the right answers.

About a year ago, I injured my knee, and I have had discomfort and pain as a result. My knee is better now, however, I feel limited in the activities I can do, as the discomfort can come back. I have been wanting to find an activity, a food, a vitamin, whatever....to get ride of the pain.
I wonder, will this new product be the answer?

Who knows, but, something feels right about trying it. I am not questioning it, I am just going to try it for 60 days and see what shows up.

Musical Day

2009-10-30T08:48:00.001-05:00

Day 11

We went and the saw the Michael Jackson movie last night. It was delightful!
The man appears to KIND!!!!!
I was completely impressed with his loving, kind and gentle spirit.
All of the people working for him, seemed to be so HIGH!
It felt like he gives so much. Some people have that " I want, I demand" energy. Some people seem to take and take. His essence seemed totally generous. Watching his action, inspired me to see the beauty in kindness.

I received my Soul Song yesterday. I will post it here later, after I turn it into a video. Stewart St John is a non trained composer, who can hear peoples sound. You know how so people can read your energy. or some people can predict things? This man can hear the sounds of your spirit, and then he can translate the sound into a word equivalent. The man is a genius.

Now, that I read this, isn't it ironic, my day yesterday was filled with music and sounds? I am a believer that all so called looking coincidences are divine orchestration (another musical word....smile!).

Things To Do

2009-10-28T08:51:00.000-05:00

Day 10

I have been out of commission the past few days. Now, I am feeling restless, and I have the desire to be productive. I feel the need to go on an action journey and have a list of "to do" things. Do I want to do them, or do I feel I "should" do them? Good question!

Daily Desire List
do seminar work
call massage schools
do massage newsletter to clients
go to library
rake leaves

* see notice, my list is a to do list, not a feeling list, like I usually do!!!
Hmmm, it feels like because I have taken past few days off, now I have to get busy and work. It feels like it is coming from a place of "have to" not "want to" Interesting to observe.

Under the Weather

2009-10-27T16:10:00.000-05:00

Day 9

I am feeling under the weather (what is the world does that expression mean....what would over the weather indicate? laughing)

I have not been inspired to do much, so I am reading and sleeping.

Sweet dreams!

Exercise and Phsycial Activities

2009-10-26T08:20:00.001-05:00

Day 8

Some people work out because they feel they should, or they want to trade in one body for a different body. How many people love to work out and sweat, simply for the reason it feels so good? I am one of the lucky people who likes to sweat.

I have studied "happiness". There are many activities one can do produce "feel good" chemicals in your brain. When your body releases these hormones, you naturally feel good. Your body can create a natural buzz, or high. Exercise is one of the activities to give yourself an emotional change.

Between loving to work out, and the insights that working out will help me to feel happy, I like to do something physical daily. My life already allows me time to get to health club regularly. Yet, I feel like I would like to tweek this.
I feel like I want to expand my love for physical activities. I feel like I want to try new things. It is so easy to do the typical routine. I feel like I want to stretch myself (laughing, literally).

My desire is to be on the look out for new classes, or new activities that I can try. I want to explore and try. I have a feeling there are many physical activities that I would love, but I have not been aware or trying to find them.

Daily Desire List
try new things at health club
allow the Universe to show me new activities
attract a good fit with new staff for my business
feel powerful
write
meditate
feel organized

Changing Careers Using Law Of Attraction

2009-10-25T08:54:00.000-05:00

Day 7

wow, one week already! I can see I have had an eventful week. I can also see I have shifted in my thoughts in just one week.

I spent most of the week feeling like an author. Yesterday, I had a full day at work (I own a massage business). I like my work, it is great in fact. Yet, yesterday I found myself bored and restless. It felt like in one week I had out grown my business.

The great news, for this project is....now that I have identified I want a change, I can allow the Universe to deliver. It makes me question if the Universe already has a plan. Did I need to first feel like an author? Did I need to taste a new job vibration in order for me to allow the old job to be released? I have no concrete answers now. I do know, now my daily desire list and my short term desire list is going to have new subjects.

Daily Desire List
have fun work out
laugh with children
think about attracting new staff
write
feel sexy
meditate

Learning About Plurk, MyBlogLog and Widgets

2009-10-24T08:17:00.001-05:00

Day 6

I spent hours yesterday being an author, writing, and writing. It is feeling more like a career and job now!

The Universe (law of attraction) brought me to these great websites that do what they call network socializing. I wasn't even aware they existed!! I learned about Digg, MyBlogLog and Plurk. It is shocking how much a person can learn from starting new projects.

I asked my daughter yesterday what I the best part of our mother/daughter project. She answered instantly "watching you learn more about the computer!"
That totally cracked me up, as she is right! I would rather write in a notebook! laughing Kids get the computer so easy, and I am still trying to do things old school style. Like "widgets".....who the heck knows what that is? My daughter was able to change the format on our blog page, and I was like, how did you do that? I had tried and tried. "Widget!" she said, then showed me how to use widgets.

Today Daily Desires
meditate
visualize family travel
show kindness
lift weights
giggle
do unexpected nice things for strangers
appreciate my wonderful life

Mother and Daughter Project

2009-10-23T08:17:00.000-05:00

Day 5

Good Morning!!

The time seems to be flying by. My project with my daughter is unfolding wonderfully.
We are calling the blog
Mom Said, Teen Said

it is an interactive mother / daughter dialog about everything, nothing off limits.
It is so fun already!

If you read it, you will quickly see my daughter has such a witty, funny style of writing. It is so fun to do this project together.

Moriah, my daughter, and I have such a easy, open relationship. I think readers will like hearing how much we communicate, as well as how respectful we are to each others beliefs/opinions.

Not to mention, doesn't it seem like a great way to record and keep memories. Like a photo album, but with words. I think the idea is just brilliant!

I have been feeling high and buzzed. That warm, exciting feeling inside, that just has me clapping and repeating over and over " I am so excited!".

I definitely love the creation of a project. I love starting new businesses, or new ideas. It feels so Fresh, so invigorating.

Today Daily Desires
write several business blogs
create worksheets for workshop
have fun work out
feel magical
feel productive
laugh
play with kids

Bio

2009-10-22T11:12:00.001-05:00

For more details on my bio, please visit here

Creating a Masterpiece

2009-10-22T08:10:00.000-05:00

DAY 4

The past few days have been thrilling. I have always said, I want more passion, more enthusiasm. Now, this strikes people who know me, as odd. Most people think I have lots of passion and enthusiasm. I probably do more than lots of people, yet at same time, I am so fast, I tend to get bored easily.

The past few days have seemed extra exciting. Is it because I started blogging? Is it because all these great ideas, experiences are finding me? Is it because law of attraction is delivering?

Whatever the reason, I am loving the ride!
I love how quickly one of my long terms goals of being an author, has turned into a daily desire. Wouldn't it be so fun, if my daughter's and my project had a fast response!! I was thinking our project could be a great column in newspaper or magazine. The idea feels so original, so fresh and so FUN!!!!

I am excited to share our website with you, as soon as we get it up and running.

Today Daily Desires
meditate
laugh
lift weights
receive dollars
write
feel like author
imagine our writing projects getting published

Brilliant Ideas Hitting Me At Speed Of Light!

2009-10-21T19:00:00.000-05:00

Guess what? This is just so YUMMY! Ok, so I am in the amazing mood right.
I volunteered at school. Then I come home, my daughter had stayed home from school today.

We go to lunch, and we are talking a mile a minute like we always do, jumping all over the place with a variety of subjects. She has been wanting to do a blog project. What? We have been playing around with different ideas the past 2 days.
Out of no where, (the place where all great ideas pop into) I say, it would be fun to do something together. You know, like a mother / daughter idea.

We were off and running! We immediately came up with great name, great ideas on formatting, subjects, etc. It is so wonderful, when one is in the zone it is so EASY!!!!!

Now, we are getting our domain name, and setting up the project.

p.s. guess what the fortune cookie at lunch said? 'You are destined to be a great author!!!!" winks from the Universe!

Dreams

2009-10-21T08:26:00.000-05:00

Day Three

I had the most amazing dreams last night. I do not recall the details, only that I was beyond happy. I would wake up on and off during the sleep, I was just smiling and feeling so excited as I would fall back into sleep again.

I heard that dreams can be an indicator to how you are feeling (vibrating). Pleasant, happy dreams can be an indicator of wonderful things to unfold! Ever since I started this journey of blogging, I have this inner buzz feeling.

Today I want to feel glamorous. It is raining today, and it has been cold outside most of the fall here. I intend to get dolled up and feel sexy and sassy all day.
I get to volunteer with my son's first grade class. Children are so unique. I join them for lunch and sit in silence as I watch them entertain themselves in the easiest ways. "if you like the corndogs, raise your hand!"

Daily Desires
feel glamorous
laugh
notice great things about my children
receive dollars
enjoy my vision of being an author
compliment people
have fun work out
sing

Feeling Like an Author

2009-10-20T06:37:00.000-05:00

Day Two

Yesterday was interesting. I was on the phone with my X. Keep in mind, we do not talk too often. He had no idea about my recent new desire to create a 365 blog.
Somehow, he starts talking about how great it is to blog! I ended up learning many useful things!
Later that day, I was talking to on line forum group, and I was sharing the story how I learned stuff about blogging in the most unexpected way. The friend I was chatting with told me, when you are following your passion, the universe will deliver people to you to assist you. It is like a wink, that you are on the right path!

I love that! A 365 day commitment seems overwhelming, yet I feel compelled to follow it. It is pulling me, and I am following the feelings of enthusiasm.

After learning more about blogging, I started blogs for my business. I kicked out a couple of blogs, it was so easy and Enjoyable! Who knew? I think I am falling in love with blogging. In just one day, I played the part of a writer, and the idea of being an author feels like the next logical step.

Speakers who teach law of attraction have said, the Universe will call you, 'come this way, come this way'. When something feels right, that is the Universe assisting you to get to where you need to go. Often small little steps. After several small little steps, you notice big things have unfolded.

Freedom

2009-10-19T08:59:00.000-05:00

They say, to be a writer, it takes much self discipline. Make it a daily practice. Stay committed to the routine.
I can see the logic in that, yet at same time, doesn't it feel good only to write when one is inspired?
I would think it would be so much more productive?

Ideally, I would love to be spend my time, writing, creating, living the most of each day.
I kind of have that life now. If feels like the big difference is, I am continually aware of my business and dollars. My other business is good, yet it has to be maintained in order for the dollars to continue. I want a business that brings in residual income, and /or so much extra dollars, that I can get lost in time.

If we took dollars out of the equation, what would a day to day life look like? It seems there would be much more happiness. More energy, thinking about dollars and creating dollars can be exhausting. Have you ever notice people stay home on Sunday to get ready to go to work on Monday? Like Sunday is the only day to relax for the week, so they want to stay and home and get filled up on relaxation. Yet, the whole day they are thinking, tomorrow is Monday. Start another week of work tomorrow. Dollars and earning them, seem to deplete people of their energy and enthusiasm.

Anyway, back to my ideal life. I love the idea of living in one place for a month or 6 months, getting to know the community, the culture, the people. Perhaps I am actually a gypsy? I see myself, writing in the coffee shops, getting lost in my words. I see myself noticing the people, and starting conversation, only to get lost in playing with them and forgetting I am a writer. Spontaneous! Yes, yes I love that word, Spontaneous! Having the freedom to follow the fun!

Bashar, once said, follow your highest excitement. What would happen, if at each moment we asked ourselves, what is my highest excitement right now? Where would it lead us? Where would we go?

All this dreaming about my ideal life. That is what I want! Total freedom, abundant dollars, spontaneous activities, and mental stimulation. Should that be so hard to create? That is what I desire to create. Can I create this lifestyle in 365 days?
I have started the ride, let's see where it takes me.

Day One

2009-10-19T08:07:00.000-05:00

I went to see the movie, Julie and Julia, yesterday. I felt so inspired to cook, to blog, and to create a 365 day goal. Is it possible to take on such a huge goal? What would I blog about?
What is my passion?

I am a student of law of attraction. I have been studying the Universal principles for over 4 years.
I am intrigued with the subject and I buy into the power of it. Yet, on the same hand, it seems like so many people are students of this work, that are not creating the life they want.
Why? Why is it more successful for some?

I have success with LOA (law of attraction). I have seen some wonderful things unfold.
Could I have greater success? Could I manifest my desires quicker? Do I study it more than I practice it?

My answer is YES! YES, I think I can create an even better life. I want to ask for more things. I want to record my experience and notice what happens.

My passion is communicating. I love to communicate!!! I intend to use this blog and create my step by step experience with LOA.

What do I want?

Now this is the great question. It is easy to think I want a great life! Yet, I want to really break it down. I want to put in categories; daily, short term and long term.

Daily
have fun day!
easy time with my children
have great work out, and feel strong
be productive
create good ideas

Short Term
schedule many couples appointments
attract many tweeter followers
drop a dress size
develop great friendships
create strong online business

Long Term
Travel
Live in Europe
Write books